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Tue, 11 Jun 2013 23:58:23 -0400

The Vapors - Turning Japanese

Tue, 11 Jun 2013 23:57:55 -0400

The Vapors - Turning Japanese:

mclainroad:

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My day’s favorite.

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Tue, 11 Jun 2013 11:37:33 -0400

definitelydope: South Tyrol By Sabrina Rushing

Tue, 11 Jun 2013 11:36:26 -0400

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definitelydope:

South Tyrol

By Sabrina Rushing

I'm happy John came over tonight.

Sat, 08 Jun 2013 23:02:43 -0400

That really cheered me up and I needed that. Not to mention it was super clutch.

I just miss Stephen a lot already. But I know it’s for the best. I can’t wait to see him tomorrow though. And cuddle. And kiss. And other things.

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Sat, 08 Jun 2013 22:56:37 -0400

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Sat, 08 Jun 2013 22:55:26 -0400

Re-applying to universities

Sat, 08 Jun 2013 22:55:06 -0400

Is very satisfying. I’m really happy at the prospect of going away to school again! International business with a minor in GIS is what I’m shooting for and I’m really excited. I can’t wait for the day when I graduate and can join the peace corps and a little after that get a job actually doing something for this world! Right now I’m just a taker, but I want to contribute. I know I can be so much more than my current self. I’ve seen the potential I have, I just need to put it in action. I’ve fucked around long enough and this winter/spring is my big comeback. People will know my name eventually. I want to be something. And I will be.

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Sat, 08 Jun 2013 22:46:18 -0400

This is what I’m wearing to go out with my boyfriend...

Tue, 04 Jun 2013 22:14:00 -0400

This is what I’m wearing to go out with my boyfriend tonight.

I am one sexy (not) goofy motherfucker.

buddybaker: Raymond Queneau

Mon, 03 Jun 2013 14:28:02 -0400

buddybaker:

Raymond Queneau

Yesterday I learned a valuable lesson..

Mon, 03 Jun 2013 14:27:43 -0400

People will make everything about them. No matter what you’re going through.. No matter how difficult.. In the end people will always make it about themselves.

You can open up to people and tell them things that you didn’t think you would ever tell anyone.. Just to have them turn it around on you and say that they care so much that they would rather just cut you out of their life. What if parents loved conditionally like that? “Morgan, I care so much about you that I just can’t watch you not follow my advice anymore. So I would rather just not speak to you anymore.”

I’ve only ever had one experience with a best friend. I’m not sure if all great friendships are like that or if she just cared about me more than anyone ever has (outside of my family of course). It was back in high school but I miss those days. I feel like our friendship was so strong that we didn’t even have to talk to communicate. That’s the only person that’s ever truly cared about me through everything. She was always there for me, no matter what I did. She didn’t try to fix me. She just let me be and loved me through it. That’s what true friendship is.

We’re not as close as we used to he obviously because high school was 3 years ago and we have changed through the years. We talked last night and she told me that she cared about me and wanted me to be happy but realized that ultimately it is my life and I’m going to do whatever I want. I told her she could choose to not be my friend because apparently it’s hard to be my friend. She said she would never not be my friend because of something like that and we made plans to try to hang out this week.

Talking to her about the situation with my other friend that decided to drop me because I didn’t listen to her advice made me feel a lot better. We concluded that there’s some people who will make everything about them. I was starting to feel like I was the one in the wrong and a quick talk with her made me feel a lot better.

The truth is, I’m struggling. A lot. I need people in my life that will see me through it. Maybe not agree but won’t drop me if I fail to listen to their advice. I have a really hard time wanting to live. And of course it doesn’t make me really feel like I have much to stick around when I confide in people then they decide I interrupt their life too much for them to be around.

Basically I learned a lot yesterday about how to be a friend. And when I’m in abetter place I’ll use that to love people through their situations no matter what.

Poker night!

Mon, 03 Jun 2013 13:17:22 -0400

With my new group of friends :D I’m excited

113 lbs

Fri, 31 May 2013 10:04:28 -0400

Of creepy, pasty pale skin :O

I need to tone up and tan. Seriously. Before this summer is over I need to look semi attractive because I am going downhill fucking fast and this is as good as it’s ever going to get, ahhhh.

113 needs to go to 115 of muscleee. I need to get to work.

baaaaaah: My guilty pleasure :3

Mon, 27 May 2013 09:02:12 -0400

baaaaaah:

My guilty pleasure :3

I just fell down.. I allowed myself to be taken hostage by my own fears. Now here I am, in bed. One...

Mon, 27 May 2013 08:45:00 -0400

I just fell down.. I allowed myself to be taken hostage by my own fears. Now here I am, in bed. One eye shut. Nodding, nodding.. I make myself look out the window. A man walks his dog. I wish for a minute that I am the dog. Walking, walking. Wagging, wagging.

In a few hours I’ll get back up. And pretend I’m okay because We. All. Fall. Down.

Something I wrote while I was strung out. Rambling journal entries

Mon, 27 May 2013 08:38:19 -0400

Relief,
Like bliss,
Washes over,
-ahhhh
To feel healing, (if only for a while) That complete,
Forever I will stay,
With the comfort of my syringe.

transparent-flowers: Poppy Anemone. Anemone coronaria. (x).

Mon, 27 May 2013 08:33:27 -0400

transparent-flowers:

Poppy Anemone. Anemone coronaria. (x).

toutpetitlaplanete: Kim Keever - H0983 Hawaii 0983c,, 2013

Mon, 27 May 2013 01:00:41 -0400

toutpetitlaplanete:

Kim Keever - H0983 Hawaii 0983c,, 2013

lulz-time: thatneedstogo: Best response to the “are you on your...

Thu, 23 May 2013 10:52:52 -0400

lulz-time:

thatneedstogo:

Best response to the “are you on your period?” question goes to Leonardo DiCaprio

and he still hasn’t got an oscar